im back here because im going insane

last night my “friend” was drunk and i had to go get her downtown and she told me all this stuff that id dint want to know and now im so so so sad and i knew this was going to happen i knew that she would drain me and fuck everything up i was doing pretty well i should have just let it be but i didnt want to leave her downtown like that 

To the city to see yayoi :-)

I feeling better about things and I’m more motivated than ever Ive been spending 2+ hours in the gym everyday I’m really proud of myself

I want to go to the last day of the yayoi exhibit but I’m scared?????

I spent 110 dollars today wtf why francesca????

I’m looking at photos of bella hadid and I don’t understand how she’s a year old than me she’s so beautiful I wish I was as beautiful as she is

I was at the market with my mom today and I was going to pay for two plants but she said she’d pay for it momma Hooked it up

my aunt is putting so much pressure on me to lose weight and I find it so overwhelming I just want to cry I’m trying hardest on my own and I put enough pressure on myself to eat less and workout

Now when some1 says do you even lift I can say yes daddy I do lmao

I just worked out 4 2 hours haha nice @ me

I want a skort

also i get anxiety at random times for no reason and i HATE IT SO MUCH fuck me